April 20th, 2011

since my breakup its been the start of a limbo break down

morethandreaming:

i have not stopped working and keeping myself busy
its bad of me
its the fact if i stop
i start to miss her so much it hurts
but still the feeling i have is that i need to be alone right now in life
as much as i care and miss her
the feeling of wanting to be y myself is more over powering

and yet

i still feel im in the middle of a break down of some sort.

- chris

I’m sorry, Chris. But sometimes the best way to find love is to not look for it, but instead look for self-discovery. I have a friend who will be getting married in August. She decided she was tired of dating and worked several different jobs just trying to figure herself out. She was a nanny for a while and one particular morning when she woke up late and had no makeup on and was in her sweatclothes, a charming door salesman asked her if the family was interested in buying an expensive knife set. She declined, but instead gave him her number. And that is how their story began.